Possibly too late

to my lil Miss where ever you are.

is it possible to even be “too late”? I ask this question daily when it comes to you. It’s been some time since we’ve last talked and still the memory of you always seems to come too late.

I was on a app/website that rhyme s with rose and remembered that you had an account. Although you haven’t posted in what seems forever a few years to be exact. I wanted to reminisce in what was our love and the pain we shared.

But to my surprise I saw something. A post gap between 2018 and last November.. around the time you got engaged..

I thought to myself if only I saw this sooner, if only I fought harder. But it was possibly.. too late. You see you’re married now with a very successful man. Although I want to fight him in the arena I’m glad it’s him. You see I stopped reaching out I stopped trying because I realized years ago in the summer of 20 that the words of you love someone let them go. And if is true they’ll come back to you.. maybe you possible were a little to late.. anyway to cut to my chase.. I hope your last post about dreams of pain and love and forever of me. Because car to often I’ve been dreaming of you. Longing in fact.. yet we both moved on.. but honestly sometimes I’ll look into her eyes and that’s where I find a glimpse of us.. I try to call for her touch but I’m always thinking of the way you are. I said I was fine and I even moved on, but I’m only here passing time in her arms.. in hopes to see what beauty you have..

To my for ever, my Bucc, my lil miss…

In heartbeat I’d drop everything to see you and hold you again. To love you forever and always.. I miss you so much.. always and forever “Mista J”