I wish I could speak like them

breath like them

or even be like them

the impossibility of it

brings the pain of my desire to my head

it floods me

to leave me breathless

no explanations are needed for what I feel

I just want to be accepted

in a way or another

to breath the same air as them

to discover my world

I did not have peace as they

I had to try

to try to understand

maybe I wasn't meant to feel like them

to fell on the ground and get help

that is just not great

for some reason

this inequality exists

for some reason

it's here

and I feel that

by breathing as myself