I Had It

I had it

Had enough time to hate/be bitter

But this time it's worse

Tears in one day

Meaning that I really hate you

For causing a lot of pain on me

With very little sympathy for my fucked up 16 year old self

Now I know that you were nothing short of an asshole who only got back with me

But decided to dump me just to be a loner but I know why

You wanted a skinny girl-not a size 16 girl like me

You think that I can find someone better than you-I won't find someone better than you and it's your fault

And damn right I have the right to hate you because I don't have the right

But I have the right to burn myself in flames and watch myself go