a place

i wanna go somewhere where people don't think less of me for being me.

i want to go somewhere where i am not ridiculed for existing.

i do not know if that place exists. because i do it too. so i would have to exist in a place where i had never thought of ridiculing myself, likely because it doesn't happen in that world.

i wish i didn't have to cheapen my interests or my life or what i like. i wish i lived in a society that didn't accept that. i wish i could say "i am studying english" and people would at move on, instead of saying shit like "so you've got it easy" or "what are you going to do with that?".

i wanna go somewhere where people don't think less of me for being a writer, for being a girl, for being asian, for liking who i like.

why is that so hard.