Perspective

Uh I hope no one is looking at me right now I really don't want that. I should've showered earlier, now my hair is all frizzy. Don't touch it just deal with it- if you touch it people will notice. Oh what if my face has red spots., I think I scrubbed too hard in the shower this morning. Shit I forgot to fix my eyebrows. Wait is my shirt see-through? Oh please don't let it be see-through that would be so embarrassing. Are my hands too big? I think they are too big for a girl, wait but Sarah's are bigger, then again Sarah is bigger than me in general. Not that that's a bad thing. What if I'm too small? My body makes no sense. No no my hips are too wide I bumped into that guy. Oh I hope he didn't notice my hair. I didn't do my makeup today everyone is going to think I look terrible. 

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I wonder if I'll get to see May today, she is so wonderful. She comes this way on her way to class right? Oh I hope so. Yes there she is! Oh she's so gorgeous. I love her hair, it's a little big today, what a good look for her. It looks like she's blushing oh she is so cute. Talk to her- no I can't talk to her. Just wave. No just go up to her. Huh- she bumped into me. She- she smiled at me. Don't stare after her people will think you're staring at her ass. If she turns around she'll be creeped out. Just keep walking. Keep walking and f you see her at lunch you can as her out. Good good yes. I'll ask her out if I see her at lunch. I hope my breath doesn't smell bad.