April 1, 2016
Can you tell I've been crying for weeks now? That I've had this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach because I knew things with you weren't ok. Every time I thought About you I felt sick, couldn't eat, sleep, think. Even when I was with you I felt empty, nothing, cold. Not that I was empty, but because YOU were empty. I felt it for a long time, but I ignored it. I would look in your eyes and I couldn't find you. And they are such gorgeous eyes to be so empty. They should be full of life, love, and possibilities. You deserve to be loved for who you are, and I was so ready to love you, so ready, and I'm sorry...
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