Always

I always tried to make you happy,

You are the only thing I wish to hold.

The shining light to guide my way

Until the day you chose to go.

Pain, abandonment and hate,

The only I'd ever known.

My anger and resent were never enough to deserve

A heart as pure as gold.

Every day I live for you.

I am too selfish to move on.

I am not your forever,

But you will eternally be my always.