In My Stomach
I see you, a beacon in the night.
You are dangerous, devilish, destructive.
I love you, with my heart.
I approach, not caring who sees.
I only care to be near you.
The danger is half of the thrill.
I try to woo you with wit.
You are unmoved.
I try to win your heart with poems of love.
You ignore me.
I try to tell tales of distant lands, what lies beyond.
You could not care less.
I stop being rational, no longer caring who hears my pleas for your love.
I tell you about my dreams.
I tell you of my fear of spiders.
You don't even listen.
I tell you of my love for you.
You don't respond.
I tell you of everything I have ever experienced.
I tell you of everyone I have ever met.
I tell you of everyday I have loved you.
I tell you of my hopes.
You Do Not Care.
I visit you, hoping to at least win friendship, if not your love.
As I tell you tales of explorers from the past...
A spider crawls up on your beautiful bulb...
I start to panic... wanting to fly away
You intensify your glow, destroying your bulb.
Shattered glass flies around me, as I rush to see if you are okay.
You force out a phrase that stopped my heart.
I love you... This is worth it, because it keeps you safe.