Break

You were as a sickness inside me

Begging to escape

As if you knew you didn't belong

You left me violently, with wretching and sobbing and bursted blood vessels

My body couldn't hold on to you any longer

And you left with the excitement of laughter, screaming to get out, impossible to withhold.

And now I'm sprawled out on the bathroom floor. Exhausted, disgusted, confused.

I'm sick of being sick. And tired of being tired. I'm so scared to be that scared again.

I'll never let you inside me again.