the cold keeper (Collab w/ DianaHForst
softly his fingertips glide against my skin
i wish i could say, i knew what it is
being trapped here, doesn't feel alone anymore
i would tell you how long i've been here, but i'm not sure
his skin is ice cold, but i like it that way
every touch says it's gonna be okay
i was scared at first, but now it's real
he's only keeping me here, so he can feel
love or affection, or just a woman's touch
just one cut at a time is enough-
smooth caress, the hopeless fire that dies out before it breathes.
And here I lie, beneath this coverless sky.
Dirt falling upon me, my dead eyes.
We were supposed to be, to be eternal were did I go wrong?
I did not know. But his hands were shaking,
the shovel spade digging into the wet Earth.
Digging it up in a struggle, covering bits of my face and the gaping worries.
The trembling breath. I know he didn't mean it, we were just touching at first.
Playing a dangerous game.
Playing for the passion of a desperate love and so I hope he might come back for me-
to dig me up again. And we might touch again,
the brush skin to feel his lips heavy on mine,
like the cold press of Death's.