FML.

My goal for the week was to publish a chapter a day on The Prose; an autobiography of two people. But with my blood boiling and grieving, I cannot simply sit here at work and try to be creative. I am fucking HOT. I am fuckin boiling.

My morning started off with this auto bio in mind and i was ready to conquer. I get a text that an aunt passed away. That is very much suckish. It sucks because i know people loved her, and still having grandchildren and a young daughter, her absence will affect them. It's sad but because i am faithful, i am sure, she will be ok.

That threw me off for a bit but right after lunch i was ready to get this page going.

BUT NO!

Fuck my LIFE. NO!

My niece, 15 years old, was jumped at school while she was sitting on a 5 ft tall planter.

She was thrown to the floor where she was socked multiple times in the back of the head by a fucking little fucker who is clearly sick in the fucking head.

THE GIRL WAS LAUGHING!

the last bit of the video was of my niece screaming "WHAT IS WRNG WITH YOU!"

I am so upset and i don't know towards who.

Myself? for not teaching her how to fight?

At my mom for not teaching her how to stand up for herself creating a defenseless-90 pound-depressed-anxious-bipolar child?

At the school for not protecting her enough?

The fucking security guard walked up to them like it was just another fight.

This is fucking insane.

This girl has been through so much.

Ironically, she is the inspiration for the everyday posts i want to commit too.

What is wrong with these fucking kids’ man?

How could we have failed so drastically where school fights are a must?

What if anything can schools do?

Why is it that we cannot protect our children?

Why is hate so heavy with these kids?

Who hurt them?

Why did they hurt these kids so bad that it has resulted into such rage towards others.?

Why is the devil seen more than God?

What happens now?

I need a fucking black n mild and a large sangria from Septembers Taproom.

But no.

I have a huge meeting with the president of one of the largest coating manufacturers in the united states.

Smiles on.