Choice

I walk

I run

I hide

I scream

I call

I cry

I fall

I sigh

I cough

I sneeze

I try

So damn hard

When I walk, I want to run

When I want to run, I want to hide

When I want to hide, I want to scream

When I want to scream, I want to call out to myself

When I want to call out to myself, I end up falling into a pit of darkness

When I fall into this dark pit of nothing, I sigh, knowing I failed myself

When I sigh, I cough, trying to clear my throat of the sickness in my head

When I cough, I sneeze, allergic to my own feelings

When I'm allergic to my own feelings, I try

I try so hard to just move

Talk

I can't

I do nothing

I can't

Why am I so hopeless?

Why can't anyone answer me that?

Maybe I've gotten sick

Maybe I've lost myself

Will I ever find myself?

See you in the next one

-A.E.T.