When you don’t know how to know anymore

Is love only meant for other people and not for meant me? Why do I try so hard, to witness my defeat?

The magic, the mystery

I thought that I knew

So convinced it was the heart

that spoke the truth

Waited patiently for years

Comforted his fears

Encouraged all his dreams

Silenced all his screams

Her loving words a warm blanket

To comfort on cold nights

He’d rather freeze than take it

For years sat patient by his side

At dawn she woke to realize

He was not there by her side

Never asked how she was doing

Never offered her a ride

Rarely lended her a hand

Irritated when she asked

for a short walk on the sand

Once upon a time,

Remembering The One

Love radiated from him

Warmth and light

Like from the sun

Mailed a little note

To answer inner questions

Felt it in her spirit

Undeniable connection

They parted with her broken hearted

She thought their love was lost

Twenty years later he still loved her

She didn’t know till he was gone

It doesn’t make any sense

Why we’re so convinced

that love is real

What do we go by

if not how we feel?

I don’t know if I’ll know now

If love comes again

Because it all washed away

like a heart in the sand