Stayed Blue

Youre the reason why i cant listen to those same songs i used to

I texted you the other day to see whats new

But the text stayed blue

I wish it wasnt true

Youre gone and i dont know what to do

I wish i had a clue

So much i wish i told you, only if you knew

I have a paper due, but the only things i can write are about you

youre a long way from home now

And theres nothing i can do

I wish youd come back to us dude

If you would have talked to us we could have helped you through

You were selfish

Did you ever think about the crew

Im sorry dude

I broke down when i heard the news

You should have seen the camera crews

Things wont be the same since we lost you

Everyone came to the funeral

The words your mom spoke were truly beautiful

But youre home now and thats indisputable

Your family has been up to the usual

Your brother nick grew up quick

Hes been kickin it with this chick

Wish you could see his clique youd get such a kick

Were starting to get a grip

We all know you were sick

Never thought youd be the one to slip

We took a trip to see you

Sparked an l and reminisced

You are truly missed

Im saying this with a clenched fist

Because im pissed

But ill see you when we coexist

For now ill just drift

And sift through the emotions

That inhibit the motions

I now understand the notions

You were gold and thats why you could never stay

Youre gone now

I just wish there was something i could say