I'm changing the way I see things.

I'm not sure when it started...

If you asked me to try to pin point the moment I realized things weren't as I'd always seen them,

I'd have to say probably the first moment I remember you saying my name.

Almost like it wasn't just any regular name...

But like it had meaning to it.

Like maybe I had some kind of meaning to me?

But how could that be?

I'd never had any meaning.

I'm not sure how to go on about my life now,

Thinking I could be more than myself.

When did I become an actual person?

Instead of a ghost that floats around

Day after day just leaving it's soul around.

See, you make the sun seem brighter,

The sky more full of stars,

And the moon bigger than it's ever been.

I just wish that I could be that for someone.

Instead, I'm the dark clouds that bring in the rain,

The night sky when not a single star is in sight, and the coldest winter night you could ever imagine.

I guess it's easy to see other things differently....just never myself.