It’s hard.
It's hard to fake a personality
I have been stuck millions of times with the thought
My mother molds me to be a professional
But I feel that I am not a good inversion
My dad wants me to be who I want to be
But I feel he doesn't mean it with his heart
It's hard to fake a personality
I have been faking my own life since my birth
My heart can't stand the weak beats of life
My brain can't stand the thought fighting my mind
It's hard to be someone you're not
Because then you'll wonder who you are
Because nobody wouldn't want to be with the person they're looking at
Because they want perfection in you as much as in themselves
Because they want you as their companion with no friendship at all
Because they feel you're a bother but they drag you along
It's hard to be someone who is a puppet for others
Painful sensation breaking me to pieces
Repugnant image of someone happy when the truth is that I'm sad
Stupid to believe that they care when they just stare
Inhuman to watch the world consume you in a sea of lies
Depressions to keep asking, who the hell you are.