I’m sorry for talking

if you were a descent person at all you would have some emotion for others. but you are so oblivious to others feelings and my wellbeing is not doing well at all. i hate myself and i worry about future me constantly. i am not doing ok but would you take the time of day to ask me about my problems or try to help me? no you wouldn't because all you care about is yourself. but i guess it is alright because everyone only cares for them self so it seems, except me all i do i help everyone else and do everything i can for everyone else and don't get anything in return. i've loved you and cared for you with everything i have and you give me this? well I'm sorry for talking, existing, and coming into your life. if it were up to me i wouldn't talk, exist, or have come into anyones life. it probably would everyones life easier.