His Love Is Enough

Jesus loves his little children.

Oh how His grace runs deep.

The guilt that consumes my busy mind should be overtaken by His love and mercy. But it doesn’t, instead I lie here awake at 3 am hopelessly staring at my ceiling wondering if my decisions and my motivation have left me without a friend, father and supportive figure.

The truth is far from my mind, it says in the Book of Books that His grace is enough, but why does it feel like I am not enough.

My mind allows itself to be overrun by lies that “His grace doesn’t cover this” or “you could be doing more”, 24/7 guilt coursing through my veins.

The Spirit tells me the lies can be broken by His truth, I want to hear His truth, but my mind has locked me in, with 7 feet tall concrete walls on every side of me. My mind has held me captive long enough to create cobwebs in place of reminders of His love.

His love is enough, therefore I am enough. Just let me feel like enough!