i forget a lot of the time

that i was in love with you

it's become a story

it's become a heartbreak

worst of all, it's become a joke

it's easy to forget

when i act like i already have

when i pretend it's whatever

i don't really think of you anymore

what a fucking lie

i accidentally remembered

how much i loved you

and how blindly you cut me

how much i have wished to hate you

to have an ounce of self respect

selfish and self loathing girl

it's not really that funny is it?

it's not funny