But you said
You told me since the beginning you loved me, and that if anything happened you would take me back. But the moment I say I would rather be friends while I finish school, its are you happy with what you've chosen, you did this. But in all reality I didn't choose this you forced it upon me, had I not done this I would have never seen the real you, You wouldn't communicate what you felt you always said it wouldn't change anything, even if it didn't you should have talked you couldn't even tell me when you had a headache instead you decided it was best to insult me about me saying I can’t trust on a certain subject.
You said "You have trust issues, Goodnight. Love you.
You know why I told you the very first week that I need reassurance I even said to tell me your problems because I would be there 24/7 and you couldn't do that for me. I told you I needed you, I needed you to tell me everything would be ok and that you loved me all you could say is "you'll be fine Idk what to say tbh."
We called one night the only time you ever talked to me and I gave you all the advice in the world telling you I would be there and if you needed anything.
All I got were these three phrases every time "dam that sucks" "you'll be fine" and "yes".
You were angry I understand that but it wasn't my fault you couldn't even give me time I asked for time and all you did was blame me for everything and tell me how I'll never find anyone better but you possibly could.
The thing is I can find better someone who validates my emotions, reassures me, is their for me when I really need them, and most of all communicate with me. I mean I wrote you a whole story for how long it was and I even apologized for how long it was and said I shortened it as much as possible and instead of telling me its ok this is nice, you said dam thats all you could shorten it and I said i was sorry and you said yeah thats short with a laughing emoji I felt heartbroken. I had stayed up till 6am even though we had a fight the night before I made you There will always be better then me but there will always be better then you and better then someone else and so on.
Because in all reality I haven't found my other half or soulmate just like so many others.