“love”

god im hurting so bad. i hope someone reads this and is proud of me for talking about this because im sure not. so let's start at the beginning. i met a boy. let's call him jack. i thought that jack was cute so i decided to ask him for his number. he gave it to me and he was so sweet that over time i fell hard and fast for the man. but here is the thing, he is 20 and i just turned 16. don't worry, nothing happened that shouldn't have. he made it clear we were only to be friends. but that didnt change how i felt about jack. and still do. people here will read this and think im crazy and that im stupid and ik that already but it doesnt change how i feel. now jack has a gf and he hates me because i overstepped a boundary but god i cant get jack out of my head. we clicked so well and ive never met someone so funny and caring before. yea yea ik im young and this will fade but this is what is burning on my heart and mind rn. thanks for listening to my rant.