“love”
god im hurting so bad. i hope someone reads this and is proud of me for talking about this because im sure not. so let's start at the beginning. i met a boy. let's call him jack. i thought that jack was cute so i decided to ask him for his number. he gave it to me and he was so sweet that over time i fell hard and fast for the man. but here is the thing, he is 20 and i just turned 16. don't worry, nothing happened that shouldn't have. he made it clear we were only to be friends. but that didnt change how i felt about jack. and still do. people here will read this and think im crazy and that im stupid and ik that already but it doesnt change how i feel. now jack has a gf and he hates me because i overstepped a boundary but god i cant get jack out of my head. we clicked so well and ive never met someone so funny and caring before. yea yea ik im young and this will fade but this is what is burning on my heart and mind rn. thanks for listening to my rant.
hell no
love does not exist. only in our head is it real. who says love is not fantasy? love is to easily broken to be more than the wind. is has no rhyme or reason because it isn't real, not because it's mind boggling. love, espescially at first sight is ridiculous on so many levels or broken trust.
sweet song
life has such sweet bliss
the beginning of it all
early dawn wakes us
the days pass by slow
time ticks so long as night comes
milestones coming
times we wish could stay
leave so fast, faster than should
pain comes more often
sounds swirl together
the melody humors us
notes float to our ears
then it all speeds up
memory laughs as it leaves
the sweet song is done