Ships in the Night

I have the tendency to be all in or nothing at all.

Except I can't with you.

There's too much uncertainty.

Too much hurt for me to risk something like this again.

This. How stupid. To think that I could even label our relationship.

A friendship. A situationship. Mere strangers.

I don't know where we stand and that's why it's so difficult.

I wish things were more clear but for now I guess I will just wait.

But waiting is hard when the days drag, never ending.

Class after class, assignment after assignment...

I'm scared time will fly past me and nothing will ever change.

We will simply be ships in the night passing each other by for the rest of eternity.