Torn apart strings attached

It seems the thought of you still haunts me to my core. In a good yet terrifying way.. you’re in town and there’s nothing more I want than to see you. Despite our partners.. it’s terrible. Knowing you’re in town breaks my heart because I know you’re passing places we Have history with. What would happen if we saw each other face to face? Would time stop and the world disappear? I feel reality would slip away if I had the chance to see you again. I know I’m terrible for wanting to see you but from time to time you’re all that I crave. So many dreams with me waking up in tears knowing you’re sleeping so far away.. but now.. now you’re near and there’s nothing more than I want to come see you. I don’t care if it’s a glance for a split second for a whole day I can see you. I had to block you after our last conversation because I thought you were disgusted by the idea of me talking to you.. or maybe it was respect of him? Who knows but you.. God what I’d do to just be in your presence once more. To see the smile your eyes give when you enter a room. To breath the same air as you. I’d do anything for you and you know that. My heart is still tangled In your fingers.