Just a few thoughts

I wonder if you look in the mirror

Stare at your reflection, and hope it seems clearer

Because of you, every version of me was blurred with tears

But I buried your well, and with it the fears

My image is bright now

I wonder

When I left you behind

Did my light cast you in shadow?

You couldn't step forward for me

so

I hope that darkness is exactly what you seek

(Even if your reflection isn't there anymore.)