a reflection
just walking along,
random thoughts
a dusty path
accompanies me,
every so called weed
with each stem
of each leaf,
i peer intently,
micro shade
protection from the far away star,
our sun
for the ants beneath
tiny particles are there,
beneath the ants' feet
to exude infinity for me
plate tectonics beneath,
magma, . . .
beyond the particles,
beneath the ants' tiny barbed feet
i pass, . .
to the electron,
the neutrino,
the g particle and light years beyond,
to spirit,
to that which is the source
of life . . .
. . . from somewhere in the cosmos
a bee arrives,
to my realm of being
for just this one moment . . .
you ever wonder
about honey?
how insects create it,
no accident
a human chemist's marvel, . . .
it's a wondrous syrup,
sunlight passing,
translucent through it,
when held up to the light,
is amber golden
luscious sweet . . .
. . . the bee,
pubescence on every part
of its well sculpted body, . . .
antennae,
flecks of pollen on each hair,
its brain perceived,
under an electron microscope
is utterly complex,
beyond mere flippant understanding,
yes,
my memory serves me well,
. . . communication
intelligence,
blood flows through it's capillaries,
i submit,
a divine creation
. . . honey,
ohhh, it's so sweet,
flavorful,
like no other sustenance
more than mere food
i suspect it was created
to satisfy more than only hunger,
it's a delight
to the taste
to the brain,
electrons cannot taste,
random chance produces,
only what already exists,
and then
with no so called, perfection,
no divinity of life in themselves
sensation,
every thing i see
on this walk
is a real phenomenon,
not accidental
not self created
or self reliant
though but an infinitesimal,
an utterly tiniest of tiny of tiniest,
speck of physical reality
here i stand,
contemplate,
it is very very real
i am on a spinning orb
beyond description
every nook and cranny
every depth
every height
foaming sea,
dome of sky,
heat and cold, . . .
the majesty of life
all colors
scents
rocks
living things myriad
such wonder
limitless beauty
electrons have no life
they are the pieces
which provide the physical framework
for the spirit which provides the source
of life
only the beginning
i am alive
the bee,
the plant
the inert minerals
woven together
provide me with meaning
and beauty
a juxtaposition
to the complexity
of all the goings on in the world
beyond my grasp,
. . . however,
here is peace,
for now
this orb
this world
was miraculously endowed,
with wonder
i have found a niche,
a quiet moment
reflection and peace
i am thankful for simplicity,
for the knowledge and sense
that God exists
who is no theory,
who lives,
who loves us
after all,
he created us