is it strange?
is it strange, this desire
to gouge out my eyes
and tear at my skin
and make myself bleed
to destroy my body
in any way i know how
as long as it distracts me
from the blades in my heart
which will not stop twisting
i want to be gone from this life
is it strange, this desire
to scream at the world
how much i hate it
and shred the traces
of these worldly desires
to infinitesimal pieces
to shatter every illusion
of hypocritical comfort
and let myself break
break in a way i always denied myself
break down and break free
i want to burn the world down
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