Why Was I Ever Born

Why was I ever born?

My life is in turmoil and always torn.

I really don't have a purpose,

There is no reason for me to exist.

It's not like I'm popular,

I'm just in a shadow where creatures stir.

I feel like I'm in a slow death,

Like im on a drug like crystal meth.

Nobody ever cares,

Nobody is ever there.

I don't have much to share,

My life is getting hard to bear.

I've been alone for far to long,

I don't feel right, I always feel wrong.

I listen to birds sing their song,

But I feel like I must be gone.

Won't it be better if I wasn't living?

Nothing in life is enjoyable or giving.

Goodbye life, there's just no way,

That I could be here any longer to play.

Too many things within my ears have rang,

BANG!!

k.j.a. (c) 2016