summer in winter

summer in winter .

still here: running out of words

quicksand, feeling again

sick maybe, just for one day

(i hope i say the right thing) -does it matter?

consequently,

colored pencil walls scratching against the sky

mixed with cloudsoaked future things (made up)

just stories i write

,summer in winter or winter in summer or

More punctuation.

I could barely make a phone call today

, or cook a simple meal

, which means im not sure i

m ready i d

The snow never touches the ground.

hanging on to things

I shouldn't

plastic silverware, handwritten notes,

birds in my brain, heart full of holes,

and all

this tomorrow (tomorrow) made up and swimming in circles

- unbelievably good, unbelievably bad

, all in my head (head)

springsummer : sunlight in winter