I will spend the rest of my life apologizing for my excess of deplorable personality.it's kind of like when you're growing up when you get your first taste of spicy food you hate it immediately.Then you grow up and you can't get enough of it right........????????

Or the first time you smell your own fart and you hate it you can't believe how bad farts smell and then when you grow older you start to love the smell....... of your own farts?

I guess in this wonderful and untainted expression of literature you have to take the good with the bad and I think we both know which one this literature is that I'm writing.

but just between you and me I don't really care what you think.

I never knew how much of an asshole I could be until I started writing.