I am NOT a writer

I don't know how to write in Nor did I claim that I do.I don't read much. got great comprehension but don't know how to apply it.just saying what needs to be sad For sanity sake I suppose.not able to meet any standard because there is no standard for what I write.few people can relate with what an insane man says .sometimes I feel like I'm the only sane person in the world.I find my own mind to be a maze that I get lost in sometimes.seeming to forget just about everything all the time other than what's important like my children and wife and my business.always trying to squeeze out insanity.wanting to fit in something that's not in Insane. not to listen two what's in my head and do what I know is right.

this is giving me a headache I'm going to go whack off.