my last word
I've always felt
that I wasn't good enough
for you.
I tried so hard
I cried so much
and yet, in shaded gloom, our relationship stays blue.
I gave you my all
and yet you stay distant
we're family, but act as strangers.
Words that won't leave my mouth because I don't dare say them.
The truth
about how I'm sick of trying
and dying
over and over.
Because I think it's time I stopped
trying so goddamn hard
and I'll walk through
and take back that piece of my heart
I gave especially to you.
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