ethereal exhaustion

I can't escape this.

Every day is the same.

It all blends together,

Like it's stuck on replay.

My body is filled with static,

quite an unpleasant matter.

I can't find the right words

To describe how I feel,

But I know it's nothing good.

Like a meteor flowing through space,

Or a rock being carried by the waves,

I can't think for my own.

Whether I say I know,

or I don't,

Nothing could ever solve this peculiar case.

I want a break from it all.

I've never been the one to truly desire death,

But it's the only ticket off this monotone train.

They say it's just a case of the blues,

But It won't ever leave.

Stuck with me since year 4,

I haven't felt pure joy.

There's nothing I can do

There's nothing I can say

To make you understand.

I just want to lay in the land,

never to breath again.