ugh

It felt like you only loved me, when you were lonely.

Only then, did I have you, and it honestly tore me.

You'd act aloof and ignore my heart-felt messages,

And I convinced myself, I'd written one too many sentences..

Then there were days where you bloomed,

and told me you were over the moon,

how you loved me and were so happy you were mine,

and I? ..well..I knew tomorrow you'd probably change your mind.

I was surprised when you didn't and hurt when you did.

I mean, can you blame me for overthinking all of it?

You'd act all fine and unbothered inside,

But the reality is..it just wasn't our time.

Maybe it never will be..

And personally? That's fine.

-Mikey