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my mind goes blank when i look at him

and when he looks at me i forget how to swim

i drown in his gaze, nearly melting from the heat

that rises within me, thoughts racing as i seek

to recover from the stutter of my internal facilities

but whatever, i guess he’s got me

and whatever i want, he’s got it

dreaming of his touch, know this isn’t love

no, when i think of him, those thoughts are purely lust

i revel in the feeling because it’s been a while

since i’ve craved someone this deeply, it’s innocent yet vile

i am but a person, and i’m privy to that fact

if given a chance, i’m sorry in advance

for the ways in which i’ll act