How is it possible to feel everything and nothing simultaneously? How can one keep head above water when the current is unstable with riptides? How can nature show natural disasters, thunderstorms and suddenly feel calm within the chaos? And how can someone love the different seasons that nature brings when the absolute worst is shown?

Because when I look at nature…I find it natural and somewhat beautiful with every season, but when I look at myself…I find it not quite like nature. These are the questions that linger in the midst of a season.