Pity

A wedding cake, a long white dress, but is it mine? No, I'm sitting at the table at my crushes wedding. I shouldn't have come, but when they both asked me to be the maid of honor I couldn't say no. My best friend, and the guy that I had just met about three months ago that I had feelings for. I didn't want to be there but as a favor to the both of them, who had paid the fee for me to teach Tae kwon do in exchange for lessons was sitting across from me at the bride and grooms table. Everyone is taking selfies and having a good time, but why on earth did I check the yes box on the wedding invite? When the reception was close to done and the bride and groom started to slow dance, as happy as I was for them, I didn't want to watch this anymore. I didn't want to feel alone anymore. The first thing on my to do list was find someone like HIM, who made me entirely happy. I knew that day would come, but for now all I felt was pity.