being kind
she smokes, and i don't, and i wonder if we are different. i wonder if it is too much to overcome. i wonder if wanting is enough. i have never wanted like this. i wonder if i should be more excited. i wonder if i should not be preemptively uneasy. i wonder what lovers feel. is it this? is it less threaded? is it harsher? am i soft? am i too soft? am i too kind?
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