2am

It’s 2am

The bars are closed.

I think if you were alone,

you would have called.

You try to drown it.

You try to numb it.

You try to distract by any means from it.

Did you get high enough this time?

Drunk enough to get me off your mind?

Does she hold your attention

fixed?

Does her mouth on your skin,

make my name easy to forget?

You feel the pull, its in your soul.

Even death that ache won't dull.

It’s 2am

I’ve been crying but I’m alright,

my heart gushing pain that screams lost in the night.

I’ve been crying but I’m alright,

my heart gushing pain hat screams lost in the night.

It’s 2am

Another's arms might hold you tight.

Your body, your mind,

she may have on this night.

But your heart and your soul,

for now still are mine.

A connection that transcends

this world of our eyes.

It’s 2am

Ironic I laugh.

Your choices make you weak,

your need for me growing so fast.

My choices make me strong,

my need for you growing weak.

It won't be long now before it’s you,

crying tears and loosing sleep.

It won't be long at all,

before I’m healthy and strong.

That day you will come running,

sensing our connection now gone.

That day you’ll be lost.

That day I’ll be saved.

The time that could have been,

having slipped painfully away.

It’s 2am