I Wonder

I wonder how many past lifetimes,

I cried your name with my last breath.

I wonder were there any lifetimes,

my conscience held your death.

I wonder what tragic soul lesson,

so difficult for us to grasp,

that keeps us cursed to suffer so much,

each time our souls hit land.

I wonder how close we came this time,

or how far we may have slid back.

It seems that the two of us have failed,

no victory to brag.

I wonder who will be our heroes,

I wonder what forms they will take.

I wonder if we’d recognize them,

wonder if us they’d hate.

I wonder if between us there's peace,

floating through dimensions unseen.

I wonder if we forgive ourselves,

for our earthly misdeeds.

I wonder when we will meet again,

I wonder on earth will it be.

Goodbye for now my souls other half,

until, again, we meet.