don’t forget.
you married for money
planned it from the start
set the bait, and the trap
stock in her name
disguised as just an engage-
ment gift, from you to her
you played the game, sure to
avoid doing insider trading.
sold them early because you knew
it wouldn't last
and she adapted too fast, learned
to avoid your ways of control.
women can plan ahead too, you see.
you underestimated my mother's
sixth sense; stole the 330k
a drop in the bucket for
a man worth millions.
could've been more
if not for her resilience,
and when she caught on to
your wicked intentions,
she'd served her purpose,
your children and prestige
advanced your career and
all things to show off
speaking to your greatness
possessions created from
not love, but hate.
she didn't know better,
at first, 'til she did.
you dragged her by the hair
tossed in the backseat
and 8 months of pregnancy
meant not one thing when
you drove through miles
of woods at night
pushed her into a ditch
and told her to sign,
'sign, or i will kill you.'
I wish she'd seen the signs.
at 8am the lawyer came round
and sign she did,
to protect the kids
how is it the law
and the courts
could believe the lies
that you spun,
the web you grew
to protect reputation?
money, of course.
a bribe will go far to hide the truth.
you destroyed my youth,
you stole my soul.
it was not yours to own.
i don't care if you made it,
don't care if you raised it.
you did a shit job anyway
'cause all that I learned
was from watching you, sure:
from seeing how not to behave
and planning my escape,
and deciding that
when I grew up
I would be everything that
you never were.
I'd hold tables and mountains to
protect the people around me
and my love would never depend
on success or attention
because that's not affection
and anyone who could threaten
to use violent methods
is someone who I will not speak with.
you will never meet my children.
you don't deserve to
and they won't deserve you,
to be used and abused
in all the worst ways.
you claim that your blessings have
always been earned and
the best comes to those
who do good on Earth
well then I sure hope
that you'll realize while burning
that you were the worst kind of person
and I hope you know
the only blessing you have earned
is a blessing for all those around
and really a curse, you'll have no reward.
i hope the universe knows
the only thing that you deserve
is living alone and dying alone.