Drink Your Eyes Away

The curvatures of life over throw me and I am floating helplessly through the wormholes and viper dens. Careless, alone and reckless. Relieved of my dreams and desires. Supressed emotions have turned to hatred.

The mirror shows an unfamiliar reflection. Dark circles adorn sleepless eyes. My skin has grown pale. I am seemingly locked within a night terror. Reaching carefully out for a comfort. Only to find an empty bed and a pillow that still smells of you. The dread of the night now greets me. Like a tropical storm. Sweeping winds and rain. Cloud my once happy mind.

I'm tossed about inside depressions force. Too broken to resume a life without you. Too uncertain to care about life and death. Or half way dead. Or not really living. For there is nothing left now. No saviors smile. No head nestled in beneath my chin. Safe in the warmth of my arms.

There are no I love yous here. No reconciliation of souls. No magic potion to restore what can never come to pass.

And so it is that I float here in my world of Bourbon and Tears. Submerging myself deeper into the abyss. Until I can drink your eyes away.