Demon Inside Of My Soul
Hellfire calls me
I know where I’m bound
I know the feeling of Perdition
And I know the sound
A dark empty void
Where the beast makes his home
Where he watches and waits
To snatch me up when I roam
Too far astray
From the rules that he’s set
That I disobey
And come to regret
You see him when I’m angry
He answers to my name
Then he disappears
Leaving me alone with the blame
There’s no way to stop it
At least that’s how it feels
I’m always on edge
Missing the moments he steals
No angel to save me
No god to care
Just another casualty
In this celestial affair
I have to wonder
If this is my lot
Should I just play this role
Why the fuck not
If my struggle is unseen
If this is how I go
If there’s no one who’ll intervene
Should I just do what I know
Let it all go
And just let him win
Let him take over
And just drown in the sin
I don’t want to do that
I’m trying to hold out
Trying to be seen
Trying to shout
There has to be a light
Somewhere in this abyss
An end to this plight
Just a moment of bliss
I keep struggling with the current
It’s pulling me down
I don’t know how much longer
I have ’til I drown
I’ll just keep treading water
For as long as I can
Another lamb to the slaughter
Another life lost to “his plan”
Is that all I am
Another fool fallen victim to the celestial scam
Just another man designed to lose control
To the demon inside of my soul