we’ll chase that light somewhere anyway
you know that it can't be undone
can't spin the wheel backwards
take
you back to the place I used to breathe every day
and it only makes it more real
that the clouds are forming shapes above me
wisps of light curling on my skin
lettering and warning and soft secret promising
things I never said
I'm afraid now
I think, properly.
that this car spins out of control
that you don't see it coming
that I'm still learning and you forget that
I don't know what a heart is
that in the moments before the air and the crash I'll choose to keep on reeling you in
because of the dark parts of my soul
because I don't know myself
skidding wheels
we taste like lightning and
spell out our names one last time in whispers
and
maybe
we don't crash
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