Tipsy and thinking of you

I miss you. So,so much. I miss you when I am sober, I miss you when I am drunk. You've ruined 'getting drunk' for me, because you're the only thing I can think about when I have a bit of wine in my body. Remember when you were at that basketball/netball game and I drank a bit and I called you? When I was wearing that purple vest top thing which was a bit low cut but I felt safe with you to the point that I didn't care? But you did tell me to cover up playfully. I am drunk again tonight, and I am wearing THAT red inside dress which you like/d. I am thinking of you, but not sure you even remember all our moments at this point. I am drunk, but my brain is not here. It wanders and visits all our beautiful moments, all the moments which felt so unbelievably perfect. I miss all our moments, all the time spent together. You made life so fun, so easy, so.. not impossible. I really, really miss you, but I know that if you ever come back it won't be the same.