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he loved her as she was
and she was
she fell in love with him at the first
as she was
in that moment he was her whole world
and she was
and time stops
and she does
and anything she can make perfect outside of failing love
she does
creating is easier
than failing
which she does
and never does time stop long enough for her to right things
just because
and she listened to small voices for what to do
and she does
the whole world just 'fixing'
all she does
and then hope died
as it sometimes does
and like locked in syndrome of emotion
she was
and he was gone
but she was
and time still went on
and she does
so after a short more moment of life
she decided
just because ...
to reach out
with untied shoe laces
looking down at them
as if she was
just to trade it all
to get back to
what was