Google text-to-speech is wild
I don't know what I'm doing. I'm not a writer. What is a writer? Definitely not me. I don't think anyone would listen to me. Or read what I write. I mean who would listen to me right. Are worthless, lesson worthless at least something that worthless doesn't take from you. When we speak of useless things, the only thing something useless can take from you is your time. I'm worse I make you believe I'm worth something for the moment I believe it too but soon we all find out I'm worth less. Just voiceing my thoughts I hope nobody have reached this I actually I hope someone reads it or at least finds it I hope it makes something further maybe I'm not worth this maybe I'm more to read we'll see a few minutes I hope I can entertain you though I doubt it. outside I hear the voices of very trying to females who like thought I was trying to do but man well that's not the way things work is it attraction isn't as easy as see what you like or like what you see it's um a lot more complex than that because it guess what I'm one of them. Them the ones I used to shame not so much shame just misunderstand I was never a truly my level and forth I was always on the fence with everything whether it's releasing a song or have no relationship or a friendship I was always on the fence always afraid always cautious always keep in my heart closed keeping my cards close to my chest. I was worried that someone would find me out. Find out that I'm not who I say I am. I've never met a gangster never smoke weed, never had a girlfriend, never had sex, never even played a video game. I would love these things as if they are a part of my regular life obviously this was a lie no child and seventh grade could have access to any of these things but you see I was raised and a household way for very young age I was told I was inferior simply because I couldn't do these that well if I'm being completely honest now with the age of 22 most of my. Still cannot well not that I can either see I was in good enough so my brother had to do it but bye that's sort of so anyway as I said I lied about all these things things that uh I still don't have well the video game and also stuff did but the whole girlfriend thing relationship thing never felt it got closed didn't understand it but scared but a lot of help getting a girl well not a lot one time a friend help me and I got the number but then I couldn't call God's scared what would I say what I do I wasn't going to try to tour she was a girl but she was so skin fresh out looking too I was just trying to make her attractive in my mind but I just couldn't I was never tried to her I guess that makes a lot of sense now like I'm back they were girls I like training attracted to two but I was just always afraid to say something again because I would be exposes as a fraud uh well what's done in the darkness always finds a situation