Trying to Push Through

I don't know if I want to try again

I'm crying in my pillow quietly

Everything hurts and I'm so tired

I think about the next day and the day after that

Knowing I have to do this all again tomorrow

I know it's only going to hurt

But I was raised to fight

I will push on

I will fight forwards through this terrible storm

I will see the light of day again

I will see through the rain

I don't know if I want to try again

But I do know I'll keep pushing through to do it all again