that sad day I realized I was no more sexually attractive

I smiling cocky confident the girl breaking out giggling

seeing myself in the mirror pudgy wrinkled bald dumb

I had never seen myself that way in her lusty brown eyes

I think I may never enjoy sex again have become an ogre

that time must come to all someday

we all think it so very far away

selling sex buying trading glances

looking to be laid hoping wistful

it vanishes and with it hope

so now I face a non-sexual future

when it was the center of my galaxy

there's always porn porn doesn't care

giggle chortle as our slow to rise fever

sadly shaken not stirred

dying with a wee whimper

something died when I knew my days of romance and roses

has withered like my liver spotted hands people shrink from

a time comes when you've been fucked for the very last time

I should have kissed treasured loved you tender held on tight

but brushed you off had know only know it was my last time