Cold Hearted
I don't understand what I am doing wrong.
I'm friendly and happy
and I try my best to make connections
but all around me, people are hanging out and having these deep friendships
and I'm left behind in the dust
forgotten and unwanted.
I don't know what I did to deserver to be excluded,
not invited on your outings
as you talk about how much you love the people in your life
but why am I not one of them?
I always tried to be your friend,
ask about your day
and tried to hold conversation.
At some point,
I need to accept that I was not the one not trying,
and that it was you all along
who was not accepting my effort.
I can't make you want me
I can't make you want me.
But I hope one day, you miss me
and wish you could have been friends with me when you had the chance.
Bitch.